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*laughs* Well, my math test is done and over with. Not that I think I passed with flying colors or anything, but it's over and done with. That puts a smile on my face. Now I can just relax and go to Florida at the end of this week. I definitely have to start eating right again-- I've put so much junk into my system these past few weeks that you couldn't even begin to imagine.
I think Cat and I are going to do something tonight... maybe see Star Wars. I want to see Hayden Christiansan in all his glory. *glows* He's what they call eye candy, don't you agree?
I had a little altercation with a bee before... or a yellow jacket. What does it matter? They both have the ability to hurt me with their stingers. *sniff* Anyway, I don't know why or how, but it dropped off the ceiling. After just starting at it for a few minutes I got up and grabbed my shoe, then went in for the kill. I swear to god I smushed it, but it didn't quite work out as well as I'd hoped. I was on the carpet, after all. It had cushioning to save it... still, I hoped it was dead. WHen I got mored of sitting there with my hand holding down the shoe, I jumped up and ran away. Lo and behold a few minutes later, it crawled back out and flew away. That's just.. eep. Scary. I got really scared and ran away faster than you could say, "Meep meep!". I even disturbed the dog-- he was staring at me for awhile as if to say, "Okay, Jess... what did you have for breakfast this morning?" ^^; My excuse? The math final fried my brain. Yep.
I don't know if I'll ever recover.
Did everyone see the new addition to Rockstars in Rose? If not, please go and check it out and tell me what you think.. like I've said there, I don't know if that addition rubs me the right way. Seems awkward.
Anyway, I'm going to try to creep back to the living room now so I can vegetate on the couch and watch some Road Rules/Real World marathon or a movie or something that doesn't require much thinking. My mind will need a little while to recover... if you're bored, call me. Okay? Okay.
~* Jeshika
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Congratulations, you are a Water Faerie! This means you are giving, helpful, sensitive and are good with healing the wounds and pain of your loved ones and friends. Water faeries love to aid others and are very good at it! Not only are you all of these things, but you are a great friend to have because you know how to make friends in need feel much better.
I thought that was a cute quiz. ^^ And yes, on the movie, it kicked major ass. It was worth every bit of the nine bucks that was spent. When it comes out, absolutely everyone needs to go out and see Enough with Jennifer Lopes. I have to say that she played her role quite well and the plot was thouroughly developed. The little girl was an amazing actress, too! She could very well be the next Drew Barrymore... without the drug addictions, for her sake... or the next Pepsi girl, at the very least. Ooh, I feel a journal entry coming on! x.X; On that subject, I'm mad at myself for not doing those today like I said I would-- now I have to cram both my journal entries and my writing portfolio into one day tomorrow. Eep, and I need a color copier! Maybe I should get to bed now... I have a feeling that tomorrow's going to be a very, very long day.
. . . I want life to have a pause function, dammit!
~* Jeshika
. . .HiGH SCHOOL CONFiDENTiAL. . .
Ahhh, you're so... sweet! The only reason anyone would ever get mad at you is for being too sweet! You like cute things, you sing happy songs and you go for the cute and lovable guys. You most likely use the word "little" and "aww" a lot. If the world was made of lollipops and candy kisses, it would be a better place, no?
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Promise me just one more night
Then we'll go our separate ways...
I know, I know. I've been a bad little Jess-- not updating much. I've been so stressed out the past few weeks, I barely even have time to express my thoughts to myself, let alone this online contraption. Tomorrow's my AP US History Exam. I'm going to get a decimal, I swear to god. *sighs* Ah well, at least it doesn't count for anything but college credit, but that within itself is a big deal. I don't want to feel like this entire year was a waste. Tonight I will study some more, and then I've made a pledge to stop at eight or so. I don't know if I'm going to catch ER tonight-- I want to, but at the same time, I know I should get to bed early so I'm well rested for that examination. Eh. I will not get overly stressed about this. I won't. It's jsut a dumb test! Besides, I can always blame failing on Mr. Jones. We're only up to the beginning of the Great Depression when we should be up to present day... Review classes helped to fill in the gaps.
Anyway, after this test, then I have my college math final. That's a different story. Eh... I don't like Mantell's questions and such. *sniff* They always make me feel so stupid.
Guess what I found out today? We're not going to be performing my play, Limitless at Theatre Night after all because it deals with suicidal issues and losing people we love. The vice principal of our school read them and thought that the subject matter was "inappropriate" because of the things that happened on 9/11 and it would strike a nerve with the people who had lost someone recently. Isn't that the point of theatre?! To stir a reaction from the audience? Well, I'm disappointed at that... a bit pissed off, too. This was going to be a shining moment for me, dammit... to see my corny play on the MacArthur stage.
I should probably move, start reviewing political parties and such for the test, but I really don't want to. My head hurts and I think I'm just ready for a night of vegging. I know I need to, though, so I will. You all know that I always do the things I know I have to. I may procrastinate, but not all that much. ^^; Not all that badly, anyway.
Oh, speaking of procastinatioing, I HAVE written more to the Rock Star story... I just haven't typed it up/posted it yet. It'll be up when I find the time or when I feel very proud of where it's going. *laughs*
Herein ends the babble-fest. Feel free to comment. You know I love those.
~* Jeshika
There once was a girl named Jiff
Who only knew how to sniff
Without sight to discern
She took a wrong turn
And fell to her death off a cliff
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There once was a girl named Jess
Who stressed about every test
Until one day she snapped
Her system of reasoning collapsed
And now her whole head is a mess
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As a Princess you recognize there is so much about the world you need to learn. You may sometimes be naive but other times you are wise beyond your years! You are sharp, observant, joyous, and interested in your own personal growth. You have a very caring heart, and are a sweet and beautiful woman.
Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.
Tonight I hung out some with Jen and Mick... we had spaghetti! *cheers* Jen's mom makes good meatballs. Also, I beat Jen and Sam in Soul Calibur. After Mick went home, Jen and I decided to go to CVS and pick up some mints and candy, then take a ride down to Shake-A-Paw to look at puppies... and yes, that's all we did. Look at the puppies. We didn't dare go into the den of the wrestlers-- we did catch a glimpse of Spider going inside the building, though. I miss when we were allowed to visit. I still want to valet... maybe everything will be better now that Will's gone. *sniff* Eh, I'm so confused. ^^;
. . . Karl. Wow. I never realized how much I missed him. *laughs* And no one reading this even has the slightest idea who I'm talking about! *skitters off*
~* Jeshika
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Saturday, April 27th, 2002
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Thursday, April 25th, 2002
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Have you ever experienced just a moment in time that you feel like you're a little kid all over again? That one moment where for just a few seconds, you feel safe, on top of the world? That happened to me tonight... and all because of a glass of chocolate pudding. When I was younger, my grandmother used to make me pudding all the time.. whenever I'd come over, it'd usually be waiting for me, still slightly warm and amazingly delicious. There was something special about the way she put the whip cream on for me-- no one else could do it like she could.
Tonight, my mother recreated the moment for me... and she doesn't even know it. She made some pudding for me because I've been studying for the slew of three tests that I have in the morning. When she brought up that pudding, I was in heaven. Sititng htere in my pajamas, eating that chocolatey goodness... it's just.. god, I can't even put it into words. For a second, it was like I was six years old and in my grandparent's house on Twelve Green Lane.
For that fleeting moment, I felt safe... and like I was being watched. It was like Omi was there, smiling at me and talking to me, gently scolding me not to get my sheets dirty. Nothing actually happened, but I could just feel it. She was there... like this presence.
I felt her... for the first time in the eleven years since her death, I felt her.
~* Jeshika
*Funny away message response of the... year?*
Auto response from Jeshika:
What the hell?!
He is so not on my ass! Hey, buddy, that's NOT YOURS!
Matt: my ass is better
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Wednesday, April 24th, 2002
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I don't know why I'm making this post... it's pretty pointless, actually. I just feel like I should say something because not much has left my mouth in the past few weeks... well, nothing important anyway. Not to say that this will be extremely important or anything. I'm just... venting. Yep, that's what I'm doing. Mindless blibber blabber (yes, I made that up all on my own!).
Today started out okay... but once I got to math, things went tumbling down. A seventy seven in math for the third quarter-- what the hell happened there? I didn't even see it coming. Nothing I can do about it now, though. Might as well just cry my little eyes out and get it over with. I know it's not such a bad deal, but I've never gotten a grade below an eighty in anything before... and that eighty was recent. Why am I slipping now? Hopefully I can snap out of this and get back on track. What if I only get worse from now on? It could prevent me from getting into a good college... argh! Okay, I'll shut up about that now. I'm just making myself suffer-- a very, very bad habit that I have. I just have to keep remembering the positive-- everything else is in the nineties or above, most in the mid to high. I'll be fine. My average will work itself out, balance out perfectly like some bizarre circus act.
I talked to Matt a little bit yesterday. He said he wants to hang out sometime soon-- I wonder if that means that he broke up with his girlfriend? Probably not... I mean, guys and girls can just 'hang out', right? I'm trying not to get my hopes up. I can't afford to do that...
Eh, another topic. Shaggy actually IM'ed me today, asking if I was too good to talk to him now. *laughs* I told him about Junior Prom, about how Max went with me as a friend and how I sucked at bowling. He didn't seem to understand that I liked that Max and I only went as friends. *shrug* Ah well, his loss. We didn't talk for very long because Dan came to his house and we started a little mock sparring thing through IM's. He tried to use the flippy thingy against me! Grrr...
I think I should probably go on a social screen name... I don't know what it is, but I don't really like lurking on my "quiet time" name for very long. It's either too loud or too quiet, you know? Right now, it just got too quiet.
Y'know what? I'm lonely. I want a boy that I can love, who'll love me back. Seems like such a simple request when you look at it... but it's so much harder to achieve. At least I can rest easy in the fact that I have my friends who care about me, and one specific boy who cares about me although I don't feel the same way about him. I'm loved. I should be (and am) thankful. I mean, just today alone I had four people consoling me over my grades, telling me not to worry. I even got hugs, dammit.
I'll be okay. Now is just a very, very stressful time for me. Can we get to summer, please? You know, skip the finals and the AP exams that I know I'll stress about until kingdom come..? I'll end up wasting so much time wigging out that I'll waste valuable time that I could be studying. I really need to read the first few chapters of my US History book over again... I don't remember much from the beginning of the year.
Before I bore you all even more with my babble, I think I'll skip off. Didja all notice my new comments links and the like? I messed with them, made them pretty. Marvel at their cuteness. *laughs*
~* Jeshika
Find your emotion! [?]
o.o That's so true it's almost scary. Eesh. I am the epitome of "Fear"... does that mean I'm that TV show on MTV? Or better yet, does the Drama Queen actually have her own starring series where she makes invisible cameos?! *breathe, breathe* I'm fine... and I'm poofing from journal land now.
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Saturday, April 20th, 2002
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Corsage: $30
New Suit: $250
A night out with the most beautiful girl in the world: Priceless...
I love you Jess, thank u for the most wonderful time at the prom :-)
Love,
Panda ;-)
He's too much. x.x; Really. But I'm glad that we're friends and I appreciate that he came with me. I'll probably tell him so later, when he comes back from away. Then I'll strangle him for spending so much money on that corsage! ^^; I hate it when people spend money on me...
You know, it feels very, very good to make up with someone.. especially when it's been causing such a burden between not only between the two of us, but also amongst my group of friends, too. Yes, it definitely feels better. Now I don't have to feel like an outsider anymore-- let's just hope that it stays that way.
Eh, I'd type more, but Jackie and I will be leaving for ICON at one or so. I should take my shower and get ready to leave... yes, yes I should.
x.x; I wish Jones was having his review class tomorrow. I think I really need it. Next week I'll just have to stay after school for his two review classes, or maybe get notes from Katy. Ray's going too, but I know better than anyone that he wouldn't take notes. *yawns*
Okay, I'm done now. Maybe a more detailed update on the prom will come later.
Gyah, another math test on Monday and Tuesday. ;.; I can't take this anymore. Do I have to be a junior in high school anymore?
... and I'm proud of Cathy.
~* Jeshika
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Thursday, April 18th, 2002
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Sometimes I have dreams
I picture myself flying
Above the clouds, high in the sky
Conquering the world
With my magic piano
Never being scared, but then I realize. . .
I'm supergirl, and I'm here to save the world
And I wanna know
Who's gonna save me?
I'm supergirl, and I'm here to save the world
And I wanna know
Why I feel so alone. . .
I need someone
I won't stop till I find the one
Who will start belonging in my life
I need someone
I won't stop till I find the one
Who will start belonging in my life
I'm supergirl, and I'm here to save the world
And I wanna know
Who's gonna save me?
I'm supergirl, and I'm here to save the world
And I wanna know
Why I feel so alone. . .
I'm supergirl
I wanna know
Who's gonna save me
I'm supergirl, and I'm here to save the world...
Seems like a dream
But there's one thing missing
Nobody's here with me (Here with me)
To share in all that I've been given
Never being scared
I need someone that's strong enough for me
I'm supergirl, and I'm here to save the world
And I wanna know
Who's gonna save me?
I'm supergirl, and I'm here to save the world
And I wanna know
Why I feel so alone. . .
~* Jeshika
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Let me remember for the rest of my Earthly life that Friday, April 12th, 2002 was one fine day. In fact, one could say it was one of the luckiest days I'd ever had. First thing this morning, I had the urge to turn on the computer and save my term paper to a disk-- y'know, just in case I had any emergency changes I wanted to make. I had Jackie read my paper when I got to school, and she thought it was great.. but later, when Mick read it, she saw that I'd had two copies of the exact same paragraph. Oops! Since I'd had the brains to bring in that disk with my paper, I was able to go to the library and fix it. So, yeah, I passed it in and got five extra credit points (Wich is technically 20 points because the grade counts four times). Yay extra credit! At least I know I got a five, right? A period later in the middle of fifth, I was called down to attendance. Here I thought that I would have to explain why I wasn't in the cafeteria for the last portion of the period(I'd been fixing my term paper in the library). Instead of a strong repremanding for not being where I was supposed to be, I recieved one of the cutest and sweetest surprises of my life-- a dozen red roses waiting for me with a cute little card.
To Jess,
Surprise!
(Don't kill me)
Love, Max
Don't worry, I'm in the midst of thanking him properly... though I was a bit perturbed at first because he spent money on me. I hate it when people do that, especially when it's unexpectedly. Nore to self: He had two accomplices, Mick and Fonzie. Must fully repremand the both of them later. ^.- Okay.. after the roses, I got my history test back that I took before the break. With the extra points Mr. Jones added, I got an 81! *cheers* After school, I went to the movies with Jackie L and Jen R. We saw "The Sweetest Thing" with Cameron Diaz. It was a cute movie-- did you know that in every Cameron Diaz movie, she's always finding some excuse to shake her booty? o.o; Well, in the theatre, I found twenty dollars! Actually, the person standing behind me on line to get snacks found it and told me that I'd dropped my money. I'm really doubtful that it was really mine, but who am I to look a gift horse in the mouth? It was my lucky day! Don't worry, that money is going straight towards the gas fund. Last but not least ot end my sparkly evening was going to Friendly's. There I met up with a friend of mine who graduated last year, Christina, and caught up some. It was good to see her-- I gave her my number and stuff so that we can keep in touch. She promised to call me soon to hang out, although I'm a wee bit frightened at that prospect. She seems like such a loose cannon.
That's all. I had a wonderfull, peachy keen kinda day. I'm glad... I needed one of those, with all the unnessesary stress and emotional breakdowns that I've been putting myself through.
Next Friday's junior prom already... yikes. Guess who needs to go shopping for a shawl and a purse tomorrow? I think mommy's taking me. ^^ I love my mommy and my daddy. *cheers for them* Excuse me, I think it's the chocolatey goodness that was my sundae talking. G'nite everyone... and a very happy birthday Lau!
~* Jeshika</a>
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Thursday, April 11th, 2002
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Which tarot card are you?
Lovely. Always knew I was special. What's the Priestess stand for, anyway? Who's good with tarot cards?
Ah, I'm forever asking questions that will never be answered. ^^; Yay, Bev posted the other day. Maybe her journal will be reawakened by all of our activity.
*sniffles* Sorry I couldn't go to your art honor society induction yesterday, Cathy.. I really had the worst headache. :-/ I heart you, and I'll make it up to you.
~* Jeshika
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Wednesday, April 10th, 2002
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Jaime: y are u writtin stuff like if she gets hurt then its not my fault
Jaime: on live journal
Jeshika: Because it's a place where I store my private thoughts. I warned you once about him, Jaime. I'm just saying that the blood is off my hands if you don't believe me.
Jaime: whats so bad about him
Jeshika: He doesn't have the best track record, Jaime.
Jeshika: He wouldn't be my first choice of a boyfriend. That's all I'm saying.
Jaime: o ok
Jaime: u dont know him
Jeshika: And you do?
Jeshika: And even so, I know him better than you do, Jaime.
Jaime: no u dont
Jaime: u dont talk to him
Jeshika: Hell yes I do!
Jeshika: He wanted to get with me once upon a time, too.
Jaime: whatever peace
Jeshika: I talked to him PLENTY.
Jaime: im babysittin
Jeshika: Fine, ignore what I have to say
Jeshika: It's all you've done recently, anyway. x.x
Yes, I'm quite aware that she'll probably see I posted this and ask a million and one questions that have something to do with, "Why?". I've explained it enough times... doesn't help that I have a headache now. Besides, if she says that I don't know him, how he hell can she claim to? She's talked to him for.. what? A week? Just met him Sunday? I'm sorry, Jaime. If that's not BS, I don't know what is. Just remember, everyone has two faces.
I'm glad we talked, Mick. I got a lot of things out that I needed to. A good cry never hurt anyone, eh? *huggles* I'll help you mop up the blood stains later. ^.-
~* Jeshika
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Guys, I really, really don't think I'm going to the show today. I'm just not up to it. Start searching for other modes of transportation... if you really need me to go, I'll go, but.. I'm really in an antisocial funk today.
I'm sorry...
~* Jeshika
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So, show tomorrow. Fonz asked me yesterday if I was going and I told him I am, but I don't know if I'll be in the mood to. :-/ Shows just aren't as fun to do anymore... I don't know, because I know some of the guys are assholish pricks? It was better in the beginning, where I just went because it made Michelle happy. Jaime was proclaiming to me last night how she's going tomorrow. I don't know what she's thinking, I just hope that she listens to me and doesn't get too attached to Vinnie. He's after one thing and one thing only. For the record, I warned her once. If things blow up, it's not my fault.
I re-wrote the beginning of my one-act so that I can accomodate all the actors/actresses in it. I added a know-it-all Cop figure. I'm glad I got htat over with. I went to do my labs for Chemistry only to find that I just brought home my reference tables... no labs! Argh. I'm so stupid sometimes... I tried to write an outline for my Term Paper earlier and it just wasn't working. I think I need to read some Sparknotes to refresh my memory.
Yeah, maybe I'll do that. Go to Sparknotes right now so I can remember the plot.
... soon. *procrastinates*
I don't feel like going anywhere or doing anything. I just want to stare at the ceiling and cry.
This isn't normal. This isn't me. What the hell's wrong with me?
~* Jeshika
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What Condom Are You?
Update: I just remembered.. Jen comes back today! *dances*
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Thursday, April 4th, 2002
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I spent the day with Elissa today. We had fun, I must admit. We got that stupid Spanish project done and over with, which included a lot of fun with a LOT of glitter! *cheers* I forgot how much fun glitter was... Afterwards, we went to two libraries to look for Lord of the Flies. We found one copy, so Elissa's going to use it now and then let me have it for my term paper. Afterwards, we went out to dinner at this little italian place near Hollywood Video. My god, bad service twice in one week! It was HORRIBLE. It took the waitress forever to take our order, and when she did, they didn't have coke or ginger ale (I had to take Pepsi, which was flat. ;.;) and when my food came, Elissa's didn't make it to the table for another twenty minutes. I'm not joking. The waitress didn't apologize or say ANYTHING. She liked to disappear for large intervals of time, so we had to ask the hostess for our check so we could leave. Argh, the nerve! It wasn't even like she was new, or a teenager... we're talking about a grown woman!
I'd post stuff about the Cup, but it seems like Mick's already filled you all in. We left Jen in the parking lot. *laughs* That was probably the highlight of the evening.. I almost forgot how much I love to laugh. It's been so long since the last genuine one. . .
~* Jeshika
I am 85% worshipable! And you? Find out!
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test by Leanne
which CCS character are you?
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Take the Rurouni Kenshin Quiz by xceres.
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You're Nekoi Yuzuriha!
Either you consume a steady, constant diet of sugar, or you were born with energy to spare. People love to be around you because your cheerful attitude is contagious and they can?t help but smile at your boundless enthusiasm. You?re a little naive sometimes, but that?s not necessarily bad. Simply put, you?re cute. Make the most of it.
Which Dragon of Heaven are you?
Quiz by Kerianne
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Wednesday, April 3rd, 2002
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Vinnie: [Jaime] told me she loves to give head
Jeshika: :-\ Thanks for sharing. Really.
Vinnie: haha
Jeshika: I mean.. wow. I just needed to know that in the worst way.
Vinnie: lol
Jeshika: Bleh.
Vinnie: and i love to get head so we'll see what happens
Vinnie: lol, j/k
Jeshika: *THWAP*
Vinnie: i hate getting head
Vinnie: its degrading to women
Vinnie: :-X
Jeshika: lol Now I doubt you mean THAT
Vinnie: im a born again virgin
Vinnie: i dont mess with girls no more
Jeshika: lol Yep, sure.
Vinnie: closest thing to sex i had was Fonz in the bathroom
Jeshika: Vinnie's been NEUTERED!
Vinnie: and i was drunk
Vinnie: lol
Jeshika: lol That'll be the day
Sometimes, some of the things that that boy says concerns me.. okay, he always makes me concerned. Vin needs to get a new, non-burned out brain stat! *laughs* I must admit that he's funny, though... and basically a good guy.
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Went to the movies and dinner with Bevie, Jackie Leiterman, and Jen Roth. We saw Sorority Boys. This was not a good movie. A lot of crude humor and just... ugh. It seemed to me like one big wet dream for boys. Please don't waste eight dollars on this movie if you can avoid it (I didn't-- thankfully, there was a special at the theatre and it was only four bucks a ticket). It was nice to watch Barry Watson... but I'd never force myself to sit through that movie one more time.
After the movie we all decided that we were hungry and went to a nearby diner for dinner. The service was eh; the waiter never came by to ask us if we needed anything/if our meal was okay. Also, no matter how many times we said thank you, he never once said a simple, "You're welcome". Does it really take that much effort to say those two little words? I wanted to give him a piece of my mind.. and we all wanted to leave him a lousy tip ($4.01). I think we should've given him less. The busboy gave us more service! He seemed nice, we actually thought we'd tip him... but on the way out when we said goodbye, Jackie said that he was checking out my ass. Ugh. *shudder* Luxe flashbacks. I almost died outside the diner when Jackie told me!
Okay, a list of things that I will do before the vacation's over:
1 - See and hang out with my best friend, Catherine Marie
2 - See my other non-working everyday friends like Mick, Philly, and Juli (*sniffles* Miss you, Jen!)
3 - Do my term paper
4 - Get back to Elissa on the Spanish project
*whines* Do I have to do the last two?! Someone please do me the favor of pestering me constantly about doing them!
~* Jeshika
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Yes, as I'm sure all of you are aware of, today was Easter. A big holiday... you know what that means? I got to see my, "hot cousin Steve"! In quotes, of course, because he's my cousin. He's not hot to me. x.x; He looks way too much like me for me to say that he's hot. *laughs* Anyway, whenever I see him, we always have these nice conversations about life in general and how it's a bitch and then you die. I love him to pieces-- he really is my favorite cousin... or my favorite relative in general. He always knows how to put me in a good mood, even if we're both bored as hell. We talked about a lot of things-- school, dating (I know that some of you would like to know that he's been single for about a year now and he still doesn't want a girlfriend... he doesn't like having them. He says he spends too much time with his friends to have time for a girlfriend), and some things about Junior prom... like the fact that I might have problems finding a group to sit with because I can't sit with Ryan and that I won't be drinking. He says that's how fights break out, which I knew already. Under the influence of alcohol, people say and do things that they wouldn't normally... and then later regret.
Eh, but back to the topic of Junior prom, I told him that I had a date for it... *laughs* This is roughly how that part of our conversation went:
Jess: Well, I guess you'll be happy to know that your cousin won't be getting any on prom night. I'm going with Max... you know him, he wrestles.
Steve: Oh, that skinny blonde kid? How old is he?
Jess: Nineteen.
*short pause*
Steve: Wait, a nineteen year old is going to be touching my cousin?!
Jess: NO, he won't! That's the POINT!
He gave me a ride home because I didn't feel like waiting for my parents to pick up and leave after he went out to visit his friends in Oceanside. There was more indepth talking and we pretty much cemented the, "We're brother and sister, but we're really not" theory, which was nice. He mentioned that he'd always wanted a little sister, and I said I'd always wanted a big brother, and *BAM*, it's official. Damn, I wish it wasn't all over with already. Chances are that I won't see him until next Christmas... or maybe I'll get lucky and he'll go to my cousin Joey's wedding in July(?). He actually likes Joey, so it's a good possibility. Either that, or I'll have to beg and plead for him to go to another show. The last one with him there was amusing... and it would've been moreso if I didn't have two certain friends of mine drooling over him! *grins* I'm teasing, girls.
I guess that's it. I really don't have any more to say tonight. I ahve a funny feeling that I forgot an important topic I wanted to post about, too. *pout* Oooh well. Once again, Happy Easter everyone!
~* Jeshika ♥ ♥ ♥
Which ORGY member are you?
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What bishounen type is your favourite?
By ShoSen of Totally Kawaii!
Archtype Three:Caring and Mysterious
Your favourite bishounen are a pleasant mystery. They're supportive, kind, fun, but usually with another side. These bishounen are always more than they appear. You must like depth.
Examples:
+ Amiboshi (Fushigi Yuugi) + Chichiri (Fushigi Yuugi) + Clefu (Magic Knights Rayearth) + Jet (Cowboy Bebop) + Koganei (Flame of Recca) + Kurama (Yu Yu Hakusho) + Quatre (Gundam Wing) + Suboshi (Fushigi Yuugi) + Trowa (Gundam Wing)
*squeals* My beloved AMIBOSHI! You see, I knew we were ment to be. ^^ I can't wait to spend an eternity with my favorite anime boy of all time. . . *continues on with her inane babbling of Amiboshi's absolute perfection*
I found myself in Guam today with Mick... literally. We took the wrong entrance to the parkway and wound up on New Highway. Later, we joked that we should start to keep a log of when and where we've managed to get lost. It would make for a vary interesting story. Anyway, back to lostville... ehe. Both Mick and I had no idea where in the hell we were when we got off of the New Highway exit and the cell phone went dead (leave it to my mother to give me a dead cell phone!)... but then, suddenly, I saw this sign with a rainbow on it and everything started to click. When I saw Shalyrie's house, I practically screamed for joy and hurried to make yet another u-turn (about the fourth one I'd had to make on the way) so that I could park in her driveway, ring the doorbell, and hopefully see my friend affectionately knocknamed Chibi Chibi (or Chubby Chibi, as she would sayn it.) and obtain directions on how to get back home. Lucky for me, she was there along with her aunt. It was so good to see her! You never understand how much you miss someone until you actually get the chance to see them... It had been just a little over a year, maybe a year and a half at most, but it seemed so much longer as we were talking. Unfortunately, we didn't get to do much but a very, very rough, brief catching up. God, it was so good to see her. She hasn't changed much, still as accepting of my once and again appearing blonde moments as ever. I wish we could've stayed longer.
When we got back home, Mick went out to dinner with me and my parents. I say it was a rather fun and eventful evening. The view was amazing. *smiles* After we ate, we pranced merrily back to my house where Mick and I discovered the joys that are making Easter eggs with your friends. Gee, I made a gingerbread house with Jen and Easter eggs with Mick... what's next, a cake with Philly or pudding with Juli?!
*tee hee* They might be making another Resident Evil movie to fill in the blanks between Resident Evil 2 and 3. *dances* Please god, I want another one! Give me more!
~* Jeshika
Shal: How did you manage this one?!
Jess: Um.. uh.. don't you think my car's pretty?
Shal: Yes, your car is gorgeous, I love your car, but how the hell did you wind up in Guam?! You live here, I live all the way over THERE!
Jess: Eh... my car is pretty?
Shal: *signature eye roll* Right, Jess. Mm-hm. And to think they gave you a license. . . I don't understand how you could pull that one off.
Jess: True, but you love me for it!
Shal: *nothing but a smile in response*
Happy Easter!
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