★ ★ ★ Jeshika (goddessofice) wrote,
★ ★ ★ Jeshika
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Let the bodies hit the floor, let the bodies hit the floor. . .

Yeah, so I've been busy with work. Sue me. I'll continue to be busy with it until September 16th. *cracks a smile* I finished my AP English assignment on time. I still have to work on my Social Studies, but I'm going to try to drop that class. I had an insightful conversation with my cousin Gail about all the pressures that I'm putting on myself. It's not so much that I'm taking these classes for me; I'mtaking them for my parents, I'm taking them because they look good on a college application. How sad is that? I'm just afraid that dropping down to Honors level will completely mess up my schedule. I guess we'll just ahve to wait and see.
I went to Boston and looked at a few colleges-- Boston University and Northeasteren. I really, really liked Northeastern. They had this awesome Co-op program that I think would be really helpful. Getting out of college with one and a half years of experience in your chosen major/profession is damned cool.
Right before I left, Joe stopped by and we had a nice talk about the past. I'm not amd at him anymore... and I never really hated him. I just hated what he did and how he chose to handle the situation. It's been four years-- people change. *smiles a little* Wow. He's going to college. That'll be me soon. Quite a trip if you think about it.
I don't know if I'm ready for it. Ready for everything. I don't know if I'm ready to go through my senior year and then leave it all behind... though I'll admit that I want to. I hate some of the friendship politics that go on over here. I need to escape, start fresh. One more year. One more freaking year.
Here's to more mistakes concerning trust.

~* Jeshika
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Haha, it will be such a feeling to leave everything behind. college is just one of those things you have to do, not like you can stop it. or you can work at mcdonalds for the rest of your life. mmm, mcdonalds. you also know what's great? along with leaving the good behind (hmm i really don't know anything 'good' that resulted from high school) you get to leave the idiots behind too. haha. fun stuff.
*grins* You put things so well, Giles...